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Final Destination It's my soul's molestation
As your fingers brush my skin
And the voices in my head scream 'no',
Yet I can't tell you to stop.

It's every little sensation
That brings me to a bridge
And the crossing that I dread
Though despite that, I walk.

It's my obvious hesitation
That I blame myself for
So I don't hold you back
Even if you're the wicked cause.

It's a forced invitation
As my body trembles beneath you
And my eyes blindly stare ahead
With that loveless kiss.

My soul's molestation,
Every little sensation,
My obvious hesitation,
A forced invitation..

My final destination.
It All Started With A Note It started with a note,
Tossed around in class.
She said this, he said that,
Fragile as a glass.

It grew into a rumor,
Gossip, you could say.
She was mad, he was sad.
Oh, someone would pay.

It progressed into a bully,
As her secret was spilled out.
Who even knew if it was true?
What was it all about?

That bully never let her alone,
Because when she entered, there was silence.
The whispering ceased, the glares were turned.
This would only turn into violence.

Even as the years progressed,
That rumor never left her alone.
It sent her into a depression, a darkness
As no more hope was shown.

And even as she grew older,
She str
Love Is.. Love is poison,
Love is sweet.
Love will knock you
Off your feet.

Love is deadly,
Love is cursed.
Love will quench you
Of your thirst.

Love is painful,
Love is dark.
Love wont leave you
Without a mark.

Love brings envy,
Love brings death.
Love is as addicting
As the drug of meth.

Love is musical,
Love may vary.
Love is just like
A burden to carry.

Love isn't patient,
Love isn't kind.
Love will slowly
Invade your mind.
Let Us Both Cry Ash Memories caress my mind,
But they invade my dreams
And they become my nightmares.
Because I'm tired of everything.

My pure white soul becomes a shade of black
As darkness tempts me, light withers.
My vision begins to blur
And I'm guided from the light of day.

Oh, but don't worry about me.
I'll be alright, so just  leave me alone.
It's about time we both move on.
About time that our minds forget.

Don't stop believing what I said.
There was a time when I did love,
But now it's a part of our past.
And I know my heart's desire.

Remember I never meant for..
Anything to end like it did.
But let us both cry ash,
Because that is al
Passing My By Curiosity blooming,
Fury always fuming,
Unknown thoughts looming,
Something mysteriously dooming.

Stop, wait, don't go.
..You're a no show.
A dam in a river that used to flow.
A gift of death wrapped with a pretty bow.

Is that you? Is it you?
Or am I merely new?
Were you the lost shoe?
Were you looking for me, too?

My world is spinning, twirling
The colors wont stop swirling.
Am I the only one whirling?
Oh, my toes are curling!

It's time to say goodbye,
A firm knot to untie,
But I'll no longer lie,
Because life's passing me by.
Simply Say I could go run to a field and pick you a lily.
I could dress up for you even though I'd feel silly.
I could write you a poem and tell you how I feel.
I could hold your hands and speak to you while I kneel.

I could make a special valentine a certain day.
I could wrap my arms around you while we just lay.
I could offer you my jacket while we're in the snow.
I could look into your eyes, and you'd simply know.

I could take you to the store and buy you a ring.
I could write a song and in front of everyone, sing.
I could caress your cheek while we shared a kiss.
I could wave goodbye and think of how much I'll miss.

I could take you out

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All The Doubt

by ~BelleJalousie

Your eyes are the stars in the world above,
the sound of your breath becomes my lullaby.
Don't stop singing your song; I don't want to wake,
I don't want to wake from this dream.

And yet as the butterflies set in my stomach,
I have a feeling of dread because I know
this probably wont last long.
You're simply a temporary comfort.

Sway me as the wind sways the trees,
and keep me close to your heart.
Because the beating, the rhythm,
is what keeps me smiling.

And there are days where I feel I'm losing you.
Where your hand becomes slippery, distant.
And I wonder, if I stop trying..
will you remember me, will you still love me?

Because I fear the worst when it comes to this,
and it hurts because you'll never leave my memories.
You're a stain in the back of my mind.
Not even grandmother's recipes can get you out.

And then I wonder if it was ever real.
If your hugs ever meant anything at all.
If your smiles were just a tolerance of me,
if you were just trying to be nice.

But when I feel your arms,
and when I hear your voice.
When I see your smile,
all the doubt is gone.
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Simplest of Terms To put it in the simplest of terms,
I don't want to talk.
I don't want to laugh and smile,
or pretend that it's okay.

It's harder than I make it out to be,
letting you think that I don't mind.
That I can wait, that it's alright.
That I'm happy every time we talk.

It's wearing and tearing me down,
hurting more and more when I realize
that you're not interested anymore.
I guess time is enough for some people.

If I truly moved on, I'd be able to
say your name without wanting to sigh.
Talk about you, without wanting to cry.
Think about you, without wanting to scream..

Though I'm able to forget sometimes,
as long as we don't speakSimplest of Terms by ~BelleJalousie
My Mistake I jumped into this too soon.
But, God, I thought it was right.
I thought it was my place to be.
I thought I'd give you light.

I know you're troubled, baby.
You've suffered too much for your age.
And, however cliche'd this sounds,
You've always been stuck in a cage.

I was hoping to be the girl to help.
The one who'd replace all your drugs.
The one who could make you happy,
with words, kisses, and hugs.

But, to be dreadfully honest, dear.
The more time that passes, I think I was wrong.
I shouldn't have opened up or trusted you.
Already, this has gone on for too long.

It was my mistake to let you in.
It was wrong to give you a sMy Mistake by ~BelleJalousie
All The Doubt Your eyes are the stars in the world above,
the sound of your breath becomes my lullaby.
Don't stop singing your song; I don't want to wake,
I don't want to wake from this dream.

And yet as the butterflies set in my stomach,
I have a feeling of dread because I know
this probably wont last long.
You're simply a temporary comfort.

Sway me as the wind sways the trees,
and keep me close to your heart.
Because the beating, the rhythm,
is what keeps me smiling.

And there are days where I feel I'm losing you.
Where your hand becomes slippery, distant.
And I wonder, if I stop trying..
will you remember me, will you still love me?

BecaAll The Doubt by ~BelleJalousie
Kandi I was excited; my family and I were going on a camping trip over the weekend for the Fourth of July. We planned to walk down to the nearby train tracks, and tape pennies onto them so they'd flatten when the train went by. We planned to go out and watch fireworks, to go on walks with our animals and laugh at everything.

Everything was perfect, on Friday. The animals were perky, my family was happy, and we were ready to spend a few days away from the world, to enjoy ourselves. Aside from my cat, Lucen, and one of my puppies, Kandi, getting car sick, everything was a go. We were all packed with our favorite snacks, and our camping clothes, and Kandi by ~BelleJalousie
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