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Simplest of Terms To put it in the simplest of terms,Simplest of Terms by ~BelleJalousie
I don't want to talk.
I don't want to laugh and smile,
or pretend that it's okay.
It's harder than I make it out to be,
letting you think that I don't mind.
That I can wait, that it's alright.
That I'm happy every time we talk.
It's wearing and tearing me down,
hurting more and more when I realize
that you're not interested anymore.
I guess time is enough for some people.
If I truly moved on, I'd be able to
say your name without wanting to sigh.
Talk about you, without wanting to cry.
Think about you, without wanting to scream..
Though I'm able to forget sometimes,
as long as we don't speak


My Mistake I jumped into this too soon.My Mistake by ~BelleJalousie
But, God, I thought it was right.
I thought it was my place to be.
I thought I'd give you light.
I know you're troubled, baby.
You've suffered too much for your age.
And, however cliche'd this sounds,
You've always been stuck in a cage.
I was hoping to be the girl to help.
The one who'd replace all your drugs.
The one who could make you happy,
with words, kisses, and hugs.
But, to be dreadfully honest, dear.
The more time that passes, I think I was wrong.
I shouldn't have opened up or trusted you.
Already, this has gone on for too long.
It was my mistake to let you in.
It was wrong to give you a s


All The Doubt Your eyes are the stars in the world above,All The Doubt by ~BelleJalousie
the sound of your breath becomes my lullaby.
Don't stop singing your song; I don't want to wake,
I don't want to wake from this dream.
And yet as the butterflies set in my stomach,
I have a feeling of dread because I know
this probably wont last long.
You're simply a temporary comfort.
Sway me as the wind sways the trees,
and keep me close to your heart.
Because the beating, the rhythm,
is what keeps me smiling.
And there are days where I feel I'm losing you.
Where your hand becomes slippery, distant.
And I wonder, if I stop trying..
will you remember me, will you still love me?
Beca


Kandi I was excited; my family and I were going on a camping trip over the weekend for the Fourth of July. We planned to walk down to the nearby train tracks, and tape pennies onto them so they'd flatten when the train went by. We planned to go out and watch fireworks, to go on walks with our animals and laugh at everything.Kandi by ~BelleJalousie
Everything was perfect, on Friday. The animals were perky, my family was happy, and we were ready to spend a few days away from the world, to enjoy ourselves. Aside from my cat, Lucen, and one of my puppies, Kandi, getting car sick, everything was a go. We were all packed with our favorite snacks, and our camping clothes, and
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Me: As big as Ron Jeremy's.
Cleverbot: Really.
Me. No kidding.
Cleverbot: Really.
We were talking about my mustache, of course.
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