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I Miss You It's strange that I've survived
Through these past few months,
Without a single thought of you.
Without a single tear shed, for you.

It's odd that my anger and fear,
Have been replaced by pain,
Because we haven't spoken at all
Without somehow hurting each other.

I know I was wrong for what I did,
For making a big deal out of something
that honestly didn't matter that much to me.
It's not an excuse, but I was scared.

We'd gotten so close; you knew me so well.
I think that's what scared me the most.
You knew me in and out, which gave you all
My weak spots, my vulnerable points.

You could've hurt me whenever you pleased.
A simpl
Among The Scarlet Field Among the scarlet field,
Memories remain alive.
Sorrows are absorbed,
And smiles always strive.

When I was just a child,
I'd sit among the flowers,
And my grandmother would talk.
Sharing stories, for hours.

She spoke of her husband,
Who died not long ago.
But never did she cry or frown;
Only happiness would show.

"I remember our first date.
This is where we came.
I expected it to be so boring..
I hardly knew his name!"

I would dream of my first date.
I'd share a meal, like she told,
With my future lover, future husband.
We'd fall in love, we'd grow old.

"I couldn't get him off my mind.
I knew it wasn't just a crush;
He g
Bystander Don't remind me of what I am,
Every day as you walk by
Holding her hand.
You used to smile at me.

And all I can do is watch
As she giggles
when you whisper in her ear.
I wish I knew what you'd said.

I feel my heart sink
when I see you two kiss
ignoring everyone
and her hands pull you closer.

I find myself struggling to breathe
as I overhear what she says
to her girlfriends
about last night.

But all I can do is watch
all I can do is listen.
All I can do is cry,
and think about who I am.

Because all I am
is a passing bystander,
that doesn't hold importance anymore
in your life.
The Ring You Gave It's been a few years since we first met.
Amazing how time just passes by.
Yet looking back, there's many memories..
Remember when we were both so shy?

Hah, I still laugh when I think back.
That night, when you snuck in through my window..
I was so nervous, but so excited.
Well, it's been a secret, but now you know.

We gave each other our first kisses.
Our first everything, really.
My first beloved, my first true friend..
Eh, I guess this sounds a little silly.

But I'm not lying, however cliche.
You've been my best friend for so long.
I don't regret anything.. anything at all.
I still remember when you wrote me that song.

God,
I promise, I swear. I see the way you're curled up, there.
Hiding from the world, acting without care.
But darling, I know you're simply faking.
It's obvious by your sobbing, your shaking.

This blood looks fresh on the bathroom floor.
I see that look in your eyes; you want more.
What was it this time, needle or blade?
This can't simply build in the shade.

When did you start wearing the color black?
I could've sworn I saw you in yellow, not long back.
I can't tell; I don't know what's in your mind,
As you stare into that mirror, your eyes thickly lined.

I saw your journal, yesterday. Accident, I swear.
Please don't give me your nasty glare.
You wrot
You Wont Fly Cross my heart and hope to die,
No more saying if I have lied.
Cut my wings and learn to fly,
Jump off the ledge and say goodbye.

Load the gun and shoot the mind.
There's no such thing as being kind.
See the stars? They're all aligned.
No, it's simply an eternal bind.

Take my trust and break my heart.
You kisses suddenly are so tart.
Take this ring, we will soon part.
Hit the target with your dart.

Remember me when you fade away,
I'll come to mind when you go to lay.
Don't dare me, you know you'll pay.
The waves aren't peaceful, they crash at bay.

Do I suddenly haunt your dreams?
Is it scarier than it truly seems?
You want t

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~FakeKraid Feb 9, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Hey, looks good. The scarf-thingy matches your hair nicely.

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Thanks much! Scarf-thingy is one of my favorites.

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YAY LOOK A PURDY GIRL.

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WHERE?! :eager:

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New ID by ~BelleJalousie
Simplest of Terms To put it in the simplest of terms,
I don't want to talk.
I don't want to laugh and smile,
or pretend that it's okay.

It's harder than I make it out to be,
letting you think that I don't mind.
That I can wait, that it's alright.
That I'm happy every time we talk.

It's wearing and tearing me down,
hurting more and more when I realize
that you're not interested anymore.
I guess time is enough for some people.

If I truly moved on, I'd be able to
say your name without wanting to sigh.
Talk about you, without wanting to cry.
Think about you, without wanting to scream..

Though I'm able to forget sometimes,
as long as we don't speakSimplest of Terms by ~BelleJalousie
My Mistake I jumped into this too soon.
But, God, I thought it was right.
I thought it was my place to be.
I thought I'd give you light.

I know you're troubled, baby.
You've suffered too much for your age.
And, however cliche'd this sounds,
You've always been stuck in a cage.

I was hoping to be the girl to help.
The one who'd replace all your drugs.
The one who could make you happy,
with words, kisses, and hugs.

But, to be dreadfully honest, dear.
The more time that passes, I think I was wrong.
I shouldn't have opened up or trusted you.
Already, this has gone on for too long.

It was my mistake to let you in.
It was wrong to give you a sMy Mistake by ~BelleJalousie
All The Doubt Your eyes are the stars in the world above,
the sound of your breath becomes my lullaby.
Don't stop singing your song; I don't want to wake,
I don't want to wake from this dream.

And yet as the butterflies set in my stomach,
I have a feeling of dread because I know
this probably wont last long.
You're simply a temporary comfort.

Sway me as the wind sways the trees,
and keep me close to your heart.
Because the beating, the rhythm,
is what keeps me smiling.

And there are days where I feel I'm losing you.
Where your hand becomes slippery, distant.
And I wonder, if I stop trying..
will you remember me, will you still love me?

BecaAll The Doubt by ~BelleJalousie
Kandi I was excited; my family and I were going on a camping trip over the weekend for the Fourth of July. We planned to walk down to the nearby train tracks, and tape pennies onto them so they'd flatten when the train went by. We planned to go out and watch fireworks, to go on walks with our animals and laugh at everything.

Everything was perfect, on Friday. The animals were perky, my family was happy, and we were ready to spend a few days away from the world, to enjoy ourselves. Aside from my cat, Lucen, and one of my puppies, Kandi, getting car sick, everything was a go. We were all packed with our favorite snacks, and our camping clothes, and Kandi by ~BelleJalousie
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