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Love and Obsession How is one supposed to describe love?
Often confused with this thing called obsession.
I'd say it's normally unfair and ruthless.
But yet, I still have a bittersweet confession.

Please know that I realize I'm foolish.
Believing that we may have a chance.
There are days when I can't stop thinking;
this seems like some kind of sadistic dance.

I don't want to know what you think,
because I fear my fantasies will be crushed.
You're a ghost that I want to be haunted by,
even if, occasionally, my tears are brushed.

There are things that will never make it work.
This relationship that we seem to have going on,
it's probably best to kee
You'll See. I'm fragile, you see.
A mirrored image of a porcelain doll.
The one that cannot scream,
lest she risk the solitude of silence.

I'm quiet, you see.
The wind you hear that rustles th leaves.
The beautiful quiet of an ebony night,
The chaos that kills a mind.

I'm lonely, you see.
The heart that is left to beat alone,
the one star that appears at sunset.
The eyes that look at nothing.

I'm in pain, you see.
The cut not kissed by a nurturing mother,
the broken mind that cannot be repaired.
The soul that writhes and reaches, but cannot touch.

I am fading, you see.
The light that slowly leaves for night,
the candle that flickers and
I Face The World I face life saying reality and truth are both fantasies and lies. That's how I get through the toughest things; blanketing everything with a thick coat of bright and happy paint so I don't have to see it's true, black color. But you know what? Covering it up doesn't make it something else; it doesn't make it go away.

I look at my emotions and lie to their face. I know why I'm upset half the time, but I don't want everyone else to know. You want to know why? I'm sure you don't. I don't even know why. ..or, perhaps, I really do. When I'm sad because I believe a close friend of mine and I are growing apart, or when I'm mad because of jealousy,
To Be Perfect To Me They were talking to each other,
Happy as can be.
Hand in hand, eyes meeting eyes,
Then, he got down on his knee.

He said, "I love you, babe.
Every single part.
Your  mood swings, your temper.
I love you with all my heart."

She smiled, a tear in her eye
As she listened to him say.
"I want to hold you and kiss you,
Cuddle where you lay."

"And I know you're not perfect.
But I really want you to see.
You don't have to be perfect,
To be perfect to me."

"Will you marry me, my love?
I'll forever be your king."
He smiled and squeezed her hand
And pulled out a small ring.

Her eyes looked down to his
And her head nodded fast.
He
When We Say Goodbye Will you kiss my lips
And hold my fingertips?
Will you hold me close
And argue who loves who most?

Will you penetrate my mind,
And send a shiver down my spine?
Will you get rid of my pain,
As I cry out your name in vain?

Will take my hand
And help me so I can stand?
Will you be here with me
And help so I can see?

Will you look into my eyes
And hypnotize?
Will you be my light
And will we never fight?

And even though you're a man
And all you want is to hold my hand.
Will you cry
When we say goodbye?

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Simplest of Terms

by ~BelleJalousie

To put it in the simplest of terms,
I don't want to talk.
I don't want to laugh and smile,
or pretend that it's okay.

It's harder than I make it out to be,
letting you think that I don't mind.
That I can wait, that it's alright.
That I'm happy every time we talk.

It's wearing and tearing me down,
hurting more and more when I realize
that you're not interested anymore.
I guess time is enough for some people.

If I truly moved on, I'd be able to
say your name without wanting to sigh.
Talk about you, without wanting to cry.
Think about you, without wanting to scream..

Though I'm able to forget sometimes,
as long as we don't speak for a while,
I'll never truly just move on.
And you want to know why?

Because I love you, with my entire being.
I love the way you smile
talk, laugh, touch, look, play.
But you obviously don't share the feelings.

But the worst part is that,
I'm powerless to do anything regarding everything
that has to do with us.
And that's what terrifies me.

To put it in the simplest of terms,
I love you, but I hate you,
because you've managed to crawl into my heart,
and I can't just pull you out.
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Simplest of Terms To put it in the simplest of terms,
I don't want to talk.
I don't want to laugh and smile,
or pretend that it's okay.

It's harder than I make it out to be,
letting you think that I don't mind.
That I can wait, that it's alright.
That I'm happy every time we talk.

It's wearing and tearing me down,
hurting more and more when I realize
that you're not interested anymore.
I guess time is enough for some people.

If I truly moved on, I'd be able to
say your name without wanting to sigh.
Talk about you, without wanting to cry.
Think about you, without wanting to scream..

Though I'm able to forget sometimes,
as long as we don't speakSimplest of Terms by ~BelleJalousie
My Mistake I jumped into this too soon.
But, God, I thought it was right.
I thought it was my place to be.
I thought I'd give you light.

I know you're troubled, baby.
You've suffered too much for your age.
And, however cliche'd this sounds,
You've always been stuck in a cage.

I was hoping to be the girl to help.
The one who'd replace all your drugs.
The one who could make you happy,
with words, kisses, and hugs.

But, to be dreadfully honest, dear.
The more time that passes, I think I was wrong.
I shouldn't have opened up or trusted you.
Already, this has gone on for too long.

It was my mistake to let you in.
It was wrong to give you a sMy Mistake by ~BelleJalousie
All The Doubt Your eyes are the stars in the world above,
the sound of your breath becomes my lullaby.
Don't stop singing your song; I don't want to wake,
I don't want to wake from this dream.

And yet as the butterflies set in my stomach,
I have a feeling of dread because I know
this probably wont last long.
You're simply a temporary comfort.

Sway me as the wind sways the trees,
and keep me close to your heart.
Because the beating, the rhythm,
is what keeps me smiling.

And there are days where I feel I'm losing you.
Where your hand becomes slippery, distant.
And I wonder, if I stop trying..
will you remember me, will you still love me?

BecaAll The Doubt by ~BelleJalousie
Kandi I was excited; my family and I were going on a camping trip over the weekend for the Fourth of July. We planned to walk down to the nearby train tracks, and tape pennies onto them so they'd flatten when the train went by. We planned to go out and watch fireworks, to go on walks with our animals and laugh at everything.

Everything was perfect, on Friday. The animals were perky, my family was happy, and we were ready to spend a few days away from the world, to enjoy ourselves. Aside from my cat, Lucen, and one of my puppies, Kandi, getting car sick, everything was a go. We were all packed with our favorite snacks, and our camping clothes, and Kandi by ~BelleJalousie
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